It’s a “No Go”
I am so disappointed. I talked to this man two weeks before Christmas about this job. He told me to call him back the week after Christmas and I did. At that point, he was snowed in up in New York and told me to call him back the next week. I did and he was behind schedule after the bad weather and told me to call him back the next week. I did and he had been called out of town unexpectedly for a business meeting. He told me to call him back this week and I did and then he told me yesterday that he really didn’t have anything for me but he would keep my number. Are you kidding me?
I was so upset yesterday. I am so tired of being broke and struggling to get by, especially since I have these girls. I feel like I am just depriving them of so much. I was talking to my brother about it yesterday and he was very comforting. He said, “Just don’t worry about it sis, it wasn’t meant to be. Something will come about that will work out better for you. In the meantime, you have a home that’s paid for and it’s clean and warm and you have food on the table and two beautiful girls to keep you company. What more could you ask for!” Since when did my baby brother get so calm and comforting? I know he’s right but still, I need a job!
I do have my part time job and am getting a little help from the state but we barely scrape by every month and I still have to get help from my brother to get through. I was just really excited about the prospect of this job because it would have been decent money. I guess, like he said, it just wasn’t meant to be, but I’m still very disappointed.